I don't fucking get this.

I want to know how people live in ignorance. I want to know how people can make such racist remarks without an ounce of guilt. I want to know how people can call others gay (in reference to stupidity) or faggots to refer to gay people. WE'RE NOT FUCKING CIGARETTES ASSHOLES.

And in the name of god, why the hell did he have to make such a racist remark on FACEBOOK!? And god damn his friends' souls for actually providing more "examples" to his Facebook status.

You want to know what he said? He said that (I paraphrase) we should be thankful for BANGLAS because if not for them, we'd be in sleeping in the streets. That they're the ones who helped us build HDB blocks. His friends went on to say that without them, there won't be money changers. And the guy who posted the status went on to say that they help us to TRIM THE GRASS too!

NOW FYI! WE DON'T CALL THEM BANGLAS. THEY'RE FROM THE COUNTRY OF BANGLADESH AND THE PROPER TERM TO CALL THE PEOPLE LIVING THERE IS BANGLADESHI. NOT BANGLA. AND EXCUSE YOU, YOU CHINESE-PRIVILEGED ASSHOLE (no offense to the non-racist Chinese people I know) NOT ALL THE FOREIGN WORKERS ARE "BANGLAS". SOME OF THEM ARE FROM MYANMAR AND CHINA. AND JUST BECAUSE THEY'RE FOREIGN WORKERS DOESN'T MEAN YOU GET TO LOOK DOWN ON THEM. THEY'RE PEOPLE TOO YOU ASSHOLE.

OH SURE THEY MADE YOUR HOUSES FOR YOU. I'D RATHER YOU LIVE IN THE CANALS INSTEAD YOU ASSHOLE. AND I'M STILL NOT HAPPY WITH YOU FOR YOUR MOTHERFUCKING HOMOPHOBIC COMMENT TOWARDS ME OF ALL PEOPLE.

I'M FINE IF YOU'RE NOT OKAY WITH ME BEING GAY. YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY I'M NOT "NORMAL" OR THINK THAT I'M GOING TO FALL FOR YOU. NO YOU'RE MOTHERFUCKING UGLY AND HAVE HORRIBLE TABLE MANNERS. YOU SPEAK HORRIBLE ENGLISH AND I SOMETIMES DON'T GET WHAT YOU'RE SAYING TO ME. I GUESS THE EDUCATION YOU'RE GETTING IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH HUH.

WHY DON'T YOU GIVE IT TO THE "BANGLAS" THEN MAYBE THEY'D BE ~BETTER~ IN YOUR EYES.

OH AND AS FOR YOUR FRIEND, HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT THAT MAYBE JUST MAYBE THEY'RE BETTER AT COUNTING THAN YOU? THEY'RE PROBABLY MAKING MORE MONEY THAN YOU EVER WILL IN YOUR OFFICE JOB. I BET YOU CAN'T EVEN COUNT HOW MANY TOES YOU HAVE UNTIL SOMEONE POINTED IT OUT TO YOU. COS YOU KNOW THE EDUCATION SYSTEM IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU.

YOU KNOW, HOW ABOUT IF YOU WERE BORN AS A BANGLADESHI INSTEAD. WOULD YOU LIKE IT IF PEOPLE CALLED YOU BANGLA AND ASSUME YOU CAN'T SPEAK ENGLISH JUST CAUSE YOU'RE A DIFFERENT COLOUR AND WORK THESE KIND OF JOBS.

AND NO HAVING A FEW FRIENDS FROM OTHER RACES DOESN'T MAKE YOU UNDERSTANDING.

MOTHERFUCKING HELL. AND SPEAKING OF HELL, I HOPE YOU ROT IN IT AND BURN INTO NOTHING.

What the hell am I supposed to say to you?

These few weeks have been the most aggravating and getting the gastric flu was the worse thing to have happened.

You could say that our projects are as good as screwed cause a lot of last minute work is being done. Group members aren't cooperating and using their fucking ego as justification for their actions. Deadlines are fucking deadly too!

I seriously can't believe this. As much as I pity the Year 2s, I am DYING from everything right now.

It's fucking ridiculous the whole thing. Everyone's attacking each others throats all over again but this time it's a lot more worse - everyone has resorted to being passive aggresive. And admittedly, I'm guilty of such.

My lovely group member doesn't understand the meaning of 'teamwork' apparently. The little (well, he's taller than me) fucker thinks it'll be fine to just go on with things and ignore the rest of us just cause we're 'lazy' and 'useless'.

I admit that I've already given up on the project halfway and barely give a fuck as to how the results would end up. I'll forward module this thing if I have to. All the stress has seriously gotten to me. I mean, look at me now! Whining from every single stomach cramp I get!

What I don't tolerate is how he barely communicated with us about the issue. He didn't even make an effort to talk to the other group members and ask them when they'll be free. He gave up on them just because of a few trivial events.

I seriously want to give him a tight slap and make him realise that just because he grew some balls, it doesn't mean I'll respect him eternally. Voicing your opinions is one thing but to act so fucking arrogant is a whole issue by itself.

Confidence =/= arrogance tyvm.

And as rude as this may sound, I do not need people to tell me to be patient with him or anyone. I've been patient enough. I've been silent for too long. If I don't like something, I will say it and I don't care what other people will think about it.

Hate me all over again if you want. I seriously don't give a fuck.

Even though I said that I don't care what grade I get for this module, I care for the rest of my grades. I want to pass and get into a university. I want to be successful and not be some deadbeat. I'm not going to allow a few people who think that they're better than me or anyone else put me down.

If I can't even pass this course even though I got in perfectly fine, then what the hell is my friend going to think of me?! I'd just end up being another idiot who took up precious space in this course.

Oh god...